Monday, August 31, 2009 ♥
wake up on 8 o'clock yesterday
early right,coz i cant sleep back
is so noise,the trian sound,
my house phone ring,and my bro alarm
beside room also wake up already he haven wake up==
follow my mom went to pasar and having breakfast,
that YU TAO MAI FAN is really nice,must try!
after bath went to vit house,
go ther for online too,actually TM not that suck
is batter then my broadbrand sometime.
watch hannah montana,is nice movie
and miley cyrus song...The climb!!!
pic from my phone
we acting 1 person play 2 lappy,XD
♥
Thursday, August 27, 2009 ♥
life is sweet
because of my bestie vit and my boyf
they always beside me.
i really mad angry today,
because of my co-worker,
can you image that a 20 years old guy
wearing like old man.
but i think his brian just like a kids
why i say that?
coz he always watch cartoon when working.
he always like to busy my work
i dunno he wanna help me or what
but he really so..
i dunno how to explain
hope one days he can keep quiet.
don't always nagging when im busy my work
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ♥
If some things do not happen, you never know how to face and prevention
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ♥
somebody teach me how to forget
forget the things you dun wan to remember
those things you dun wan to remember
will always in your heart
hope one day i can
forget betray
forget unhappy
forget what that make you unhappy
forget somethings you scare
sometime i really cant understand
why some people know that she is the
third party,and she still can saying lik
she is so pity.
so how pity was me?
i really hate child talking about love
they never know what is love
why she say she love this man
coz in her life,he is most perfect
just because of this.
btw,
finnally im the winner
i hope you get outtttt from my life
and get away from my man
stop talk about him,TQ
even that you dunno who im
but i know who you're!!
Saturday, August 22, 2009 ♥
yeah
but vit not online now,haha xD
lol,she is on,just talk about her
can ask their throw this dektop alr
i can bring my own laptop,haha
talking about MAXIS agian
i really disappointed on it now,
i think is need to check when the
iphone contract end and change asap.
they calling yesterday wan me
to pay back the last month payment
but that not under my name what
why i have to pay that,
when i wan to pay you dun wan let me pay
now you wan me to pay back?
i think when starting also not our problem,
is their system problem,
i also haven blame you about,
we went maxis centre four times
you ask me to wait,
okay, i wait..
Wait 1-2 month,you cut my line
you tell me that that fellow cancel the line
hello,this also not his line,
how come he say cancel then cancel
i already report to you
i think if you all calling that fellow
ask him this izzit your phone number
if he say not,check back our history
i already use half year above.
that so easy jobs only.
is all your fault now you wan me to pay back
sorry,no any reason is need to do that lor.
if now you turn,you will pay or not?
Friday, August 21, 2009 ♥
lol,i keep checking my unbilling amount
4 times alr today,i coz i wanna knw that
what the problem excually,
even call customer service they also
can't explain to me.
haha.my boy told me that he is calling too
yesterday,scold that malay fellow until
he call another person to talk with him
more funny is my boy ask:
你以为是股票啊?会起会跌?
guess what that fellow ans,
he laugh,hahah
btw,finally also he cant explain
haiz,stop to talk about this alr.
haha,i can bring my laptop
and crazy on web 2molo
coz my boss and his wife is going to thailand today
haha,this office dektop really suck.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 ♥
omg,this few days i keep confusing about my phone bill
me and my boy two person need 300-400 per month
together with RM88 for broadbrand,
acually i seldom use it,i jus call my family and my boy
and main line and sup line we calling each other is free
normally i dun care it,jus this few days i check my old statement,
M have so many extra charges,like mail statement to your house,
you need to paid RM5 per month, this so weird i really cant uds
i never heard that statement still need to charges,
and call waiting,call forwading,all need to pay RM3 per month
tuesday i check unbilling amount is 248,
last night i check uo to 419.jus one night
when is complain with vit, i check agian,
turn back to 288,omg what happen now
and when is see 419,i call maxis to confirm,
they say yes is 419.
somebody tell me what happen now,
btw,i off all the thing lik caller ringtone
or 3G or mobile internet,
i alr no use my phone to on9
i dunno why will up 200++ in one night
and i cant check what happen now
and i need to wait until next month statement out,
i think better i go change digi,or change prepaid
i really no money to spend on this.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥
Monday, August 17, 2009 ♥
august,alr august,
time passing fast,
and i,still the same,
and everything still the same,
also think wanna have some course
to import myself,
but i scare,scare go to new place,
scare to meet new friend
i really cant use it now
not use to have new life,
my mom told me that
life is jus lik that,
now you wan to change
how many time you can change
every jobs you work long also will boring
she is too,she tired too,
every morning heard alarm
she dun wan to wake up too
but why she can wake up
is when she think about money
haha,she always told me that
she say now im good acually
i have the stable jobs
have good boy friend
have many things is ppl dun have
what still i wan?
i also dunno acually
can you all tell me?
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ♥
老公与老婆（看完不许哭）
老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？
“老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？”女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？
“现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！”男人轻轻柔柔道！
“哦！”没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！
“老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？”
“你有了？”男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！
“你抓痛我了啦！”女人喊了出来，“我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！”
“老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？”听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！
“ 你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！”女 人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交 往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也 许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱 是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。
“老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！”女人撒娇的说。
“忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？”男人漫不经心的问！
“那你要不要嘛？”
“自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！”男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！
“老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？”清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！
“那张纸对你来说是什么意义？”男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！
“不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？”
“你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？”男人牵动了下眉。
“如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！”依然是轻快的声音。
“从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。”男人间接的回答。
“你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！”女人把声音放到很嗲；“好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！”话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！
身 后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白 却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！ 快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但 是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！
东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！
“老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？”看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！
“老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？”插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！
“好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！”男人语带指责。
“哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？”撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；
“好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！”
“恩恩恩恩！”拼命的摇晃着脑袋！
“ 嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．”女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有“妻”如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！
“老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好‘教育’弟弟去！”晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑：“你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？”
“嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！”
“原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！”男人假装凶神恶煞！
“哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌～。。。”
笑声溢满整个世界！
半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！
“老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！”
电话另一头刹那静如死寂！“你，不是不想娶我的吗？”沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！
“我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！”男人解释着！
“嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？”女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！
继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！
再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！
到了x市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！
“姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！”弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！
这个意外，真的太意外了，意外到连怎么回事都弄不清楚，意外到他感觉自己是在云端！胃癌，原来女人总是说没胃口总是不吃东西，说减肥是女人的终身事业，这一切都是借口，他责怪自己怎么就没用心去观察过；怪自己那么大意让女人独自撑着这最难熬的日子！
女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信，男人看着熟悉的字体，浑身颤抖：
亲爱的老公：
一定在想我了，是吗？一定是的，我在天堂都感觉到了呢！
老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！原本以为你只是想和我在一起并
没有和我共度一生的想法！老公，谢谢你的爱！
和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻
，嬉嬉，知道吗？老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日
子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，
我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我
看到自己痛苦的一面！老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！老公啊，
一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底，
但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道
你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你
永远都记得我，是不是好自私？我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个
连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对
我刻骨铭心！我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！
上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好
不好？十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那
天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找
到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时
候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许
能想起我的这个要求呢！嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给
我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就
说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶
老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我
在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子
欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会
用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！
老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，
那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，
心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，
帮我笑完今生，好吗？
从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把
我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你
十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！
已经在履行约定的傻孩子
泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃
Saturday, August 15, 2009 ♥
BEST FRIEND ONE ALREADY ENOUGH
dunno what to say,haha
just wan to say that she is my bestfrd,hahaha xD
i cant find picture with you man,
you not take pic with me!!
♥
yes,went for movie yesterday,
the 3rd time on this month,
district 9,not lik i think
i tot a bit like transfomer
is too boring.
i keep argue with him this few day
dunno why i so moody recently,
becoz almost mc?
or all the girl will like that.
i feel he treat me so cool sometime
maybe he jus tired,
and i cant force him hug me always
but i dun lik this feel,
make me so confuse
izzit i do something wrong agian,
i will keep asking myself.
is not his problem,jus i lik to think so much,haha.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 ♥
sometime,i really hate my mom,
even im good with her,
she really cannot control herself
always blablabla beside me,
we still can be bestfrd when she not nagging
i'll go away when she starting to nagging me
but today i really cannot tahan alr
she keep telling me that my bro how how how
is not my fault what,tell me also no use ma
tell him straight not better?
she always think she is correct,
so when i scold her she tell you many excuse
but you cant say she wrong,coz she wan win,
lik today when i drive,the car is alr infront me
she ask me why you stop?
the car alr infront me how i go?
i suka suka stop at the load meh
she wont care your feeling sometime
so i think better dun talk with her tonight.
she will automatic talk to me 2molo *hahaha
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ♥
lelelelele
i change my blogskin finally
waste long time yo done it?
so how? Nice?
is seldom on blog now
coz have noting to blog about
will have new post when have something special happen =)
Saturday, August 8, 2009 ♥
brother accident agian ==
the pregnant god,jus born 4 puppy last nigt
the day went out to pc fair to grab my laptop
the stupid boy
Thursday, August 6, 2009 ♥
i super bad luck today man
1st,maxis suddenly cut my line,
coz ,last time i dunno they how ,
change my num under a malay ppl,
i alr call so many time,
and go maxis centre for 2 times alr.
thay jus tell me that will call me back,
dunno what problem.until this morning
they suddenly cut my line and never inform me
wth,that time i still sending msg
use office hp to call thier customer service,
ther tell me that malay ppl cancel this line
so i cannot use alr,i need to go maxis center agian,
is no problem i go ther,but that was not my fault okay
how come they cut my line without asking me
if i have something emergency?
i die 99 alr lor ==
more worse is,
i bring the bf printer to office,
coz we are sharing her,
is so trouble to go her and they,
and yesterday i let the PC scratch my leg
old printer still working
but alr no ink,
i rmb he tell me that can refill
so i try to do lor
actually i dunno the correct way,
you knw what happen,
i press too heavy
the ink all come out
kena my table,my hand,my leg,
all black,i use half hour to clean it.
dunno what the hell happen todaym
i think better stay at home
more safetly.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ♥
at beach agian,haha
really dunno wher to go
kajang have no place to go
we alll busy online
suddenly feel wanna blog
haha,missing my boy
dunno what he doing at home
have you all like this,sticky like me
i really cant leave him
we have break up last time
i thing is long for 2 weeks
i'll enjoy to play with my frd that time
but every night when i back to home,
i can't sleep well acually
i think i can forget ,
but i can't.
still rmb that day,
i went to PD with frd
come back on morning
he sms me,say have something for me
but i still outside
he say he will put outside my house
till i reach home
have a box,CD,and 2 letter,
inside the box is odm watch
cd is mv(lik so touching wan that kind,haha xD,have 5 song i think
i play the cd and read the letter on the same time
my tear straight come out
can't control,is writing about last time
what we done,how we care each other
and those song,im crying like crazy
after 10 minute,he sms and say he wanna go back johor alr
OMG.CANNOT
i call him,and i still crying
he get shock,he tot that i wont care him anymore
i tell him you come find me now
i think he reach after half hour,
we go to his house,on the way,
we are not talking
feel so weird
after reach his home,
you can't image how tight he hug me,
in that time,i can feel that how much he love me
and i knw that i wont let him leave me anymore
so who wan come to disturb agian
i will kill her
i wont let anybody disturb our love
and my happiness!!
i said that i will become a crazy bitch to protect my love.
Monday, August 3, 2009 ♥
i cant believe that i have do the right choice
choose to trust him
he really love me
at 1st i still confusing about this
but last night,when i sleeping
he hug me so tight suddenly
wake me up,he tell me that he so scare
scare i'll leave him.
so was so happy man
and stop confusing about this
coz i can feel he still loving me
will try to forget everything before
Yan ♥ Loong
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